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[25 Sep 2003|12:38pm] |
I had a weird dream last night that ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) addiction_ was on a reality TV show with Sharon Osbourne (who painted her face green) and Madonna (who was somehow about twenty years younger). They all had to do interviews and dress in odd costumes. addiction_ was a geisha with blue hair in the front of her face, and held a samurai sword and talked about being Miss America 1987. She also went on to say that her makeup artist was a dick and she wanted to stuff her sword up his tight-wad ass. Weird. scribalreverie was her agent, and shad0wed wore a tupee and talked like Smee from Captain Hook, and carried around a cane. somethingclever and sideviewhotel were fashion designers competing against each other, and both of them for some reason wore measuring tape around their necks like scarves. I don't know why, I don't want to know. It's been a long time since I dreamed about the online crew, but it was amusing none-the-less. I guess I was just thinking about the old days or something.
Hope everyone is doing well. Work is kicking me in the ass all ready. I'm getting all the busy lunch hours on the weekends and shit, plus my CPU's motherboard is fried so I have to save up for a new comp. Joy. Later. <333
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[19 Sep 2003|04:21pm] |
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OHMYGOD. I have a job. I got a job! I'm a server (aka waitress haha)! & I got it practically three months before Christmas! I get paid 6.75 (which isn't too hot, but IT'S A JOB) and we estimated I'd make about 600 a month.
I know this doesn't seem like a big deal to many people but it's a HUGE deal to me. I've been trying to get a job for about a year now since I turned fifteen. I've wanted sooo badly to help my family out because while we're not poor by any means my Grandmother and Mother have personal debts they need to pay off, and buying stuff for me has become somewhat of a burden. So now I don't have to worry about that! God I'm so happy!
Yayayayayay. <333
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[05 Sep 2003|07:46pm] |
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Damnit. I want to join a Kingdom Hearts RPG, but I can't find one that's still open. There's one on Livejournal, and zero on rpol. If you can direct me towards one I'd appreciate it. What little time I do spend on the 'net I like to spend doing something I enjoy, such as rping. I'd prefer messageboard rping rather than chat because... frankly I don't have the time to sit down and chat for hours on end anymore.
I'm sounding much more hostile than I mean to be.
Anyway. Kingdom Hearts, yes/no?
p.s. This icon is of D & I the day of Prom. =D
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[29 Aug 2003|11:38am] |
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Whyyy can't I think of an idea for a comic that WORKS? This is why I'm currently unemployed. I have turned into a babbling idiot (turned into? hah) and I have absolutely NO inspiration for anything.
Bah. Self publishing is a bitch.
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[26 Aug 2003|10:30am] |
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You know, I have a domain, but it doesn't work? I've tried absolutely everything and it still won't work. You see I made the mistake of joining doteasy, which was true to it's name, it was certainly easy enough to use but it's an absolutely horrible server. Once my contract was over and I wanted to switch my domain name over to a different company, they wouldn't let me take the name and instead gave it to someone to use for a porn site. But before that it DID work for a short period of time at e-starr, which is a nice company but not extremely helpful when it comes to figuring out how to use my domain. After doteasy cancelled my domain name I had to get a new one, dolores-haze.org. I paid for it (a whopping five bucks, hah) and told e-starr I had to switch names. Supposedly they switched my accounts over but I haven't been able to log into anything.
I was in the mood to recreate my blog today when I reminded myself of this catastrophe and decided against it. Only way I'd make another blog is if I asked for someone to host me and they can take care of all the domain crap for me. Sure I'd have a lot less space, but also a lot less stress.
So if anyone has a domain and you want to host me, let me know. I've been designing sites since I was thirteen (a whole three years. sarcasm.) and I'm pretty good at it when I want to be. Yes, I know html, ftp, javascript, css, how to place divs, and I can make my own graphics. If you have a cgi-bin, I can set up my own guestbook. Whatever. I doubt anyone on my friends list does but hey, couldn't hurt right?
- Alex, who was bored this morning and entertained the idea of opening her site again even though her computer is a scum sucking bastard.
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| shithead; cocksucker. |
[25 Aug 2003|08:28am] |
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So many ideas for a comic, and yet I am unable to organize my thoughts, enabling me to at least come up with a decent concept. I'll just stare blankly at my computer screen. I should be lying down or, wow, studying. I took yesterday off because I felt like crap. By the way, sideviewhotel, caseysnow or anyone else, if you want to call now you can. I feel a lot better. If you can't it's fine, and if you need the number just e-mail me. If I felt better I'd go to the new Macy's at Fayette Mall. I don't. I'm going to the doctors today and I get a feeling they'll prescribe me some anti-anxiety medication. I won't argue this time, I've been having random fits and bouts of anger for the past two months. They can blame it on my electrolyte imbalance but I think it's just because I'm naturally bitchy as it is-- and my current medical problems aren't helping matters. Hormones. We always blame it on the hormones. scribalreverie and I know better. Women are evil creatures I tell you.
I really want to redo this journal. It's hideous. Maybe that's a little dramatic. It's not attractive, it's boring. Messed with it, still don't like it, but now it borders on interestingly weird. I'd rather work on my comic but I'm drawing a damn blank. Why couldn't I have thought up X-Men? Why can't I be a comic genius? Stan Lee, bless me with your wisdom, you silly old bastard.
Guess who's getting their hair cut like Winona Ryder's in Alien Resurrection?
Who needs hair anyway.
Oh yea, I forgot to mention. I'm going through a hard time. So everyone kiss my ass and tell me how pretty I am. Give me a cookie, you selfish pricks. I just give, give, give, and you just take, take, take. Mwahaha.
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[20 Aug 2003|04:37pm] |
Well, it's decided.
I'm graduating before Christmas and going to college a year early.
I'll be going to school with Darien, who is two years older than me.
Kinda neat.
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[19 Aug 2003|12:22pm] |
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You know what I did last night?
Instead of making out with my boyfriend, going to a movie, shopping, or anything remotely interesting and or entertaining... I studied my ass off. Pages upon pages of notes, mainly mathmatics.
And why?
My Mother insists I have to take my ACT this week. I've had two days to study for it. The book we bought for preparation purposes recommends you give the student A MONTH to study before taking your ACT.
I am fucked. Truly fucking fucked.
Oooh but while I was studying I got to watch Revolutionary Girl Utena & Sailor Moon. <3 Rofl.
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[15 Aug 2003|06:04am] |
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001. What is your name? Alexandra
002. Spell your name backwards. Ardnaxela
003. Date of birth: May 14th 1987
004. Male or female? Female.
005. Astrological sign: Taurus
( <333 )
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[14 Aug 2003|09:15am] |
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Well after getting quite a few requests on my other journal after posting a picture of some bracelets I made- I decided to start actually selling them. So let me know if you want anything. I'm giving away or trading with the other people on my private journal & I'd be willing to do the same with people I know or like... which means you all. ;) But I'm charging elsewhere. Easy way to make some quick cash while I'm waiting to hear from the library this month. (shrug)
Oh I have loads to do today! D's still sleeping as per usual. & I'm having the hardest time finding a "g" in my bracelet tackle box. Darn. >___< By the way, "Fruits" is the best book in the whole freakin' world. Gorgeous. <333
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I don't like people right now.
I just don't... get it. I don't understand any of this. I don't understand people.
I'm off to snuggle with D. We bought a bean bag chair in celebration of his moving in. He's sitting in it now playing a video game. He looks cute. Think I'll go join him. Later.
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| jesse, d, & I. |
[09 Aug 2003|11:27pm] |
Jesse had a mohawk today. We went to the ball game yesterday (Legends), and I got my face painted. Then today we went shopping, then to see SWAT which was actually pretty good.
( x )
Last one is me. In one pic you can see Darien, but it's blurry as shit. I wish my digital camera would work. >___<
<333
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[06 Aug 2003|10:57am] |
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| Toucha-toucha-toucha-touch meeee! |
[04 Aug 2003|06:57pm] |
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Well D and I got back from my Dad's this Sunday, we only stayed two days. I mentioned in the post I deleted about a few things that happened that aren't really worth mentioning again. Suffice to say D and my father, and especially my brother all bonded and everyone seemed to be getting along very well except for well- me and Tim (Mike's son) but that's an entirely different story.
I don't really have much to say. There's only so many times I can brag about living with my boyfriend or having a great time... going on vacation this month to Kings Island with Jesse, D, and Mom. Shit like that. Life is better in some aspects, not as great in others (I'm going insane), but with D here things make more sense... especially our relationship.
So life is good right now, I'll try to make my entries more thoughtful later on. For now, for the sake of brevity, I'll say we're doing well and it was good talking to some of you last night for a little bit. I'll take more pics of us later, preferably ones that aren't at funky angles or of D sleeping in a pink blanket of mine.
<333, Alex
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[01 Aug 2003|08:48am] |
Oh and you know what?
I know EXACTLY what to write my book about. It will NOT be fiction and it will NOT be pleasant and maybe the main character doesn't die! In fact there are no characters. Just pictures, images, and prose.
And... and...
I feel totally and utterly insane.
Darien looks cute as hell lieing in my bed all snuggled up in my pink Hello Kitty blanket.
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| get interviewed. <3 |
[30 Jul 2003|12:57pm] |
I'm posting way too much today. Boreeedom.
[1] what's the cutest thing someone's ever done for you?
D bought me three dozen roses and a stuffed bear for when I got off the plane. :)
[2] the song you love to hate?
That damn Justin Timberlake dance song where he sounds like he's getting kicked in the balls.
[3] what's the worst movie you've ever seen?
Vampirella. Hands down.
[4] ever break any bones?
Fractured my tailbone and wrist, yep.
[5] what's the one thing in this world that doesnt make sense to you?
One thing? Homophobia.
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rules and regulations:
1. Leave a comment saying that you want to be interviewed.
2. I'll respond and ask you five questions.
3. You'll update your journal with my questions and your five answers.
4. You'll include this explanation, as I have done here, so that others can take part.
5. You'll ask other people five questions when they want to be interviewed.
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[30 Jul 2003|07:36am] |
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Well Darien has been living with me for five days officially as of today. He's sleeping still, it's only 7:30AM here. Once my parents leave for work I need to exercise and then do my chores around the house.
D met my Dad, he'd all ready met everyone else in my family years ago. I think it went well. We're staying the weekend with my Dad and brothers. Darien's parents are gone now, everything went suprisingly well. Our "talk" was much more harmless than I expected it to be. You see I pictured screaming and tantrums and his Mother and Father trying to talk us out of this. Instead, his Mother simply said... "I'm paying for your correspondence, but we're not sending money other than that. You have to go get a job." That was about the extent of it. Suffice to say I was relieved.
My damn digital camera still doesn't want to work so the only picture I have of us is with my webcam which sucks so much ass (for lack of a better word, forgive my profanity). My hand looks like ET in that one so I won't post it. We'll take pics today. I'll put on a little makeup for once to look semi-decent.
Well I guess that's all I really have to say... things are going well thus far. We miss you guys! We'll be on sometime soon, probably not this weekend since we're going to be with my Dad but... soon.
OH! D's work visa arrives in three days! Yayyy! Now we can go job hunting! I'm probably the only one on the face of the planet that thinks that'll be fun... heh. Anythings fun when you're with the right company. ;)
<333
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[25 Jul 2003|08:52am] |
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I can't even begin to explain how wonderful I feel right now. My nerves & my concerns have left me now. I called the Board of Education in Ky & they insisted Darien would be fine, that he could attend school here no problem. Now I feel that no one can say anything to bring us down. It'll be okay. It's insanely easy to get a Work Visa by the way, D & I discovered this too.
( & if the bright lights don't receive you. )
I love you guys. I really do though. I don't hate anyone, no one. No one at all. I'm sorry any of you ever thought that. I was just an angry & bitter person. I'm still bitter, but I love all of you. Some of you have been better friends to me than people I knew for years offline. I'll talk to you all soon okay? Don't think I forgot you. I haven't. I won't. I'll be online as soon as possible to let you know how everythings going. If I ever get my digital cam to work I'll post pics of us too.
Take care. <333
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